Hidden love

The air gets hot but my heart gets cold
My lonely soul is on a lonely road
Life seems to be messing with me
Trying to hurt me at any degree
Love is a game I don't know how to play
Love always seems to come but never seems to stay
Keeping my feelings deep within me from the start
Waiting for someone to warm up this cold heart
Always thinking that I never needed love
But met angels that I thought came from above
Hidden love I can't seem to express
Love for the right girl I won't show any less
Waiting for a girl to call me her hero
First love written in poem zero