I look at you I try to love you
I try to give my heart to you
But as the days go by
I realize I cant
I don't have my heart to give to you anymore
It has been broken.
By things said and done
It got crushed and buried
It cant be brought back
While I'm with you
I so badly want it to beat again
I want to be happy again
The way it was before
If possible even happier
Yet again
I look at you
I carry this burden
Of me hurting you
Over and over again
I don't feel the same
I want to try
And I tried
To love you I did
But I cant
I'm trying in a way that you'll never know
You couldn't ever understand
I don't want to continue living
This fake love
Or this big lie
