Tossing and turning having a big urge to kill
1:00am, not so sure the urge is real
How could this happen all of a sudden this feeling just hits me so fast
So I grab my coat and gun, walk out, not sure how long it'll last
I wait patiently hiding in the shadows for my special target to come out
She walks out her house to smoke then goes back in and back out
Where is she going? I have no clue walking alone this time at night
I pull out my gun, she stops and stares she quickly pulls out a knife
Before I could pull the trigger she slits open her wrist with the knife in her hand
Ending her life so quickly so hard for me to understand
I panicked I didn't know what to do so I pulled the trigger pointing to the air
I ran quicker then quick I ran faster I ran home, pretty scared
I went home and blankly stared at my wall, while laying on my bed
The thought kept coming back to me it kept playing over and over
Exactly what she said:
"I cant take life anymore its harder then I thought
I lost the only guy, I've ever really loved
Now every things so broken and there's no repair
For the only guy I ever loved, was really never there"
********ahhhh, another one of my fictional stories, i think this ones the best out of all of them, i actually did this poem thinking of this girl i really hated at the time, i just hated her with so much passion, lol. it happens i guess.**************
