Black roses

A heart for you, a tear for me,
I've done this before, why can't you see?
I hate this game, as i do this life,
God give me stregth, hide the knife,
I trusted you, let you in,
And now all this? oh don't give in,
it'd be so easy to just say yes,
and don that ugly blood stained dress,
It'll be the last time i give my heart,
To someone else, stray from dark,
So i'll lose the tears and give my smile,
Just don't rush this may take awhile,
To trust again, love once more,
Little by little, i'll open my door,
Flood my life with self-made light,
let me sleep though the night,
Not wake with dreams of you and me,
Because now i know we may never be.