I lay in my room in the dark as i listen to the slow jams thinking of you and the way we used to be as i lay there thinking of you the tears start to fall wishing things could be the same i know that what we had was a great thing but at the same time bad but looking past the bad times i couldn't ask for a better relationship you told me you loved me and i loved you to i can still remember the day you said those words i was the happiest girl that day but now all i hear you say how the past was and you wish it was the same but something is holding me back my heart tells me to be with you again but my mind telling me no i never stoped loving you which is the hardest part when i know i love you but dont know if i want you back because of the bad times in the past I'm just confused and don't know what to do i know you care for me and love me with all your heart and will do anything you can to be with me but its just me holding us back from being happy once again but i can say that no matter what my mind says i know the right thing to do is be with you again so why is it so hard for me to let you back in my life???
