Very confused..

Im very confused to the heart,
im conscience with the way i feel
save yourself, not your heart or others

find that special place in everyone's
hearts and keep it safe

never be apart, or you'll
take another life
from the many
you've already taken away

keep it all close and safe,
then you'll find home
the home you wish
you could live in and go back to

but, you know nothing will ever change
back to the way it could've been
once in a lifetime

but don't use that as an excuse,
to get even with your life

it won't get you anywhere