My Weakness and Strength

I saw her one day...
and maybe I had hope never to see
because she caught me
She caught me looking

As the days passed
I am more and more in a tangle
more and more confuse
because of her poisoned beauty

The more I see her the more I love
The more I hurt and the more I die

I have seen the unwavering smile
the careless laugh
the porcelain skin
the perfect set of eyes

I have seen beyond
I have seen her flaws
yet the more i know
The more I love her

She loves like a child
so innocent and pure
She walks in a crowd
and outshines them all

With a touch
With a caress
I am left spell bound
I am at my knees

When shes not around
My soul longs for her
Her very existence
Makes me cry

I know I could not have her
I can never be a friend
Yet I cannot break free
I know it will kill me

She is my heaven
Yet she brings pain from hell
So this unrequited love
will be forever unrequited

I am so selfish as not to leave
because it means giving up my happiness
I am so stupid not to leave
for its tearing me apart

I hope she finds her one true love
I hope to see her happy
Though I will still be here
Till she finally sees me