It took me a whole year to decide to go and talk. many and many unsleepy nights just thinking about the right words to say,what to do, and where to go!!!!!!!!!
can u Imagen how it is hard to take such step u may get Ur prize or u may lose every thing even her friendship did u ever think about it from this point of view?????
i had my decision as i have nothing to lose i am only loser if i didn't try.
i started to think about my step which may be my last one. yesterday i had that decision to take the step, i was sure i would see her 2day - and i did -. my plane was to ask her for a one moment talk, going directly to my main reason of the talk that ""i love u like nothing else on earth"".
i woke 2day morning got prepared for my lucky day!!!! and went to finish it..........
all i can remember now is me standing there with my tongue turned to a stone i couldn't even say ""hey ......... can we have a talk"" when i saw her there i forgot every thing about my planes. i can see only her in the crowd.
and again one of my lucky days turned to be another unlucky one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
