Two boys gave me their hearts.
My thoughts are split.
From neither do I want to part.
So here I sit.
I keep on thinking a decision will come,
but know my heart and soul are undone.
I've been up so many nights.
trying to sort out this mess.
My head and heart are in a permanent fight
& nothing is going anywhere, I guess.
Here, I stop to look in the mirror...
I don't like what I see.
The road isn't getting any clearer
& I feel dirty, trashy, & obscene.
To the conclusion:
I DON'T KNOW.
All I get out of my confusion:
ONE HAS TO GO.
