Wondering what I'm doing again,
Why I'm doing it again?
Knowing what the future is, I still yearn the love.
Give me the dedication, the commitment
Or just leave me alone, and don't mess with me
I get frustrated, confused
I start to attach myself to that person I wish I never knew.
You pull me from side to side
You come so close that I feel your warmth
But I try to touch you
And the separation wont let me get close.
I don't want your 50%
I don't want your 60%
Its either you give me 100, or none.
I don't want to be your number 2
Your second choice
Or your backup plan
I think I deserve better than that.
But no matter how much I try to make things straight
I wave off to the side, admire your kindness
Your respect to me, to yourself and others
Your emotional commitment.
The strength in you is what pulls me
The love in you is what hooks me
But the other One is what kills me.
Don't change because of me,
Don't move on because of what I say,
I'm merely a speck of females in your life,
I'm merely the girl who tries to set things right.
But please look at me, and look at her,
Does the answer of happiness lay in one?
Does the answer of love lay in any?
Give it a try, learn through different people
Step by step it will grow into you,
Maybe you really did miss out,
Maybe you really did push it all aside.
No influence, no convincing
But I know the feeling of regret
Pursue what tells u is right inside,
But know that there is no perfection.
Ill give you a kiss,
Ill give you a peck,
The warmth will leave you to know what I want.
The heat comes from the others,
Either too hot or too cold,
But I think you know me well enough,
I would give you perfect warmth.
I can be better then her,
Even though it isn't a competition.
I can be stronger than her
Even though I'm not out there to win.
In the end it wont be about the game
It will be about the players.
It wont be about the words,
It will always be about the feelings.
