I thought that everyone cares about me
and i really tried to be
everything , a nice boy should be
all just to observe their proud eyes
but after my first mistake, i no Ionger see
those eyes are full of hates
HELP!!! I'm fallen
almost no hand dares to pick me up
my throat got scratched of yelling
it's better for me to stop
as a big heavy door
that a small key can open it
i Clearly find the key i was looking for
is just to go away a little bit
from this pain i seeked for a shelter
running to read my life's partner emails
hoping it will make me feel better
yet , again more and more blames
if all happened and i still healthy
what they would do if i were ill,
when there is no point for me to get worthy??
sure, i will be the first one whom ( u /they)'ll kill.........
