The death caused by boarding skool

I was born an angle nd my mummy raised me rite
i dunno wat happend to me that nite
they sent me away to boarrdin skool
thats were ii become a veryy big fool
i met a skank became a hore
i fite i lie im allwayz in a war
i turned a leaf and i went goth
now i wipe both away with a cloth
i cut to heal my mind
and kill my self at the same time
i went on drugs with my boi
he through me round like a toy
if i fite ill b sore
cause they'll hit, bash and call me a wh##e
i tierd to fite them one day amd graham saw
he ran to stop them and they made me pay sum more
i tried to run away
but they found me that same day
my friends sed i should move
i went on the net to let my sprit fly
i met dane
he helped me relive some pain
my boifriend sed i got taken
ppl sed no wonder shes alike a slice of bacon
she attacked like a sl#t
with a lil tight butt
i started cadets and met jack
when i look back i should have been my jack
but im with dane
trying to heal all my pain
im slowly healing
but ill neva have feeling
for my arms are 4 eva scard full oof dark evil memories
if they dnt stop
my very big pill bottle will pop
and dane will fill my heart with shame
cause it was him who came
and took me away from thoses awful guyz
who made me tell those awful lies
al i want is not tot be goth any more
and not to be callled a lil hore
cause one day dane walked in an found me on the floor
he drove me to the hospital
i found out i was pregnant
i said i cnt have a kid
im stil a teen
who lives with poeple who are very mean
i could not let them no
cause they'll call me a lil ho
dane sed get an abortion
i sed hell no i no to much about abortions
a word of caution ill die b4 i get an abortion

i wrote this in yr 8 when my life was turned up side down and i lost everythin my life pretty much and they wwas a way i found helps and that was cuttin and im in yr 10 now and my life is still hell
please tell me wat u think.