I'm trying to find what i feel.
Still confused on what's fake and real.
The simplest things can never be forgotten.
I ache at night every so often.
Lost within the world.
Living but might as well be dead.
Loving a ghost whom had me misled.
Often i dream of what i wish could be.
Vitality is no longer in me.
Everyday i lose myself.
Yet no one's here when i need help.
Of all the things you put me though.
Understand that i still love you.
And it's been a while since I've been hurt.
Notice how you make me feel like dirt.
Dying slowly deep inside.
As everything surrounding me continues to collide.
Lend me back my heart
While i have the courage to stay alive.
At least don't hurt me anymore, especially if
You're the reason i am revived.
Slay away everything i longed for so long.
What made you decide everything i had was wrong?
I'm going crazy looking for an answer.
Lie to me && say you don't love her.
Love me instead like how it was before...
