Chage for the BEST.

Suicide is getting the best.

I am sick of always crying.

How can I ever say I'm OK, when all I ever think about is dying.

Scared to think about anything else besides the worst.

Wondering how can "he" think I'm such a messed up person when its all in reverse.

Tragic pains of my sides lead me to needle less IVs in my veins.

Looking back to what I was to what I am now. My disorders are becoming insane.

So maybe change is best.

Maybe i can leave everything else behind.

Knowing if I just were to walk away suddenly. No one would even mind.