That's it keep talking to me about that girl
I pretend to listen while I think of more important things in this world.
What? Oh is that right, she gives you all you ever asked for?
Well its good to know all you wanted was a sex and nothing more.
Its okay though because you're getting your pleasure
You're so down low and shallow that no one could measure
That's right I said it hear me loud and clear
As much as I hate you I want you near.
You do me no good and tear up my eyes
And yet I stand here waiting with my head full of your lies.
I was just fine before I met you now all I do is forgive
So dependent like if I don't have you, I can't live.
I need back what you have taken from me
But if I was asked what it was... I don't know what it would be.
I miss my smile and the way I use to be stable
Now to find myself the right answer, it's the unable.
When I look in the mirror I don't see the same girl
I see a confused messed up person in a twirl.
Watching her life like a boat starting to sink
And her only way to cope and feel okay is to drink.
Do you think that's what she wants her answer to be?
Of course not, she's changed and she knows it... she can see.
She isn't blind although you all act like she is
And how you blame her for that mistake, it wasn't hers, it was his.
After thinking through other things the thoughts just trace back to you
I go on without him, but sometimes shed a tear or two.
They say actions speak louder than words,
So why all the thing you said, I can't pretend I never heard?
