How can everyday seem more than the next?
I wake up and feel like dying
and wonder why I'm trying
thinking horrible things to do to myself
to make you suffer.
You think that I'm pretending
when really my mind is so twisted
when did you miss it?
I'm sick inside, my heart has died
I am moving on alone
I can't kiss you
i cant love you
you taste like poising to my mind and
no matter how i try the words are just lies
even when i whispered I'd stop
I lied again.
I watched the sun die into the horizon
as you drove away
i cursed your name under my breath
and stepped into my hell again
I am a sinner, a worthless shame of life
now can you blame me
when i seek justice in a knife?
you call me a damn lier
a filthy hypocrite
when really your the ones who's died
never there like you promise when i cry
and you tell me about how much life is going wrong
but now your left behind,
just a memories of a broken song
-ignore bad grammer....its my rant for the day. my anger raw and real-
