A Dream is a wish your heart makes

If a dream is a wish your heart makes
I fell in love with you, one of my biggest mistakes.
Yet in sleep, I hold you tight,
But while awake the tears I hold back, I fight.
What happened to me?
What's going on between us that I can't see?
So we walk like we're just friends,
But in the book of life, is this where it ends?
And with a thousand sweet tears
I hide the pain behind the cheers.
The jokes and silence I just can't take,
I fall to sleep, in my dreams you still quake.
Did I hold you, was it wrong?
Or to her, do you still belong?
I hate being stuck in this world we're in,
Where even breathing is a battle to win.
I'm never coming home, never coming home,
All the smiles you have ever given me, now make me feel alone.
The distant laugh of one our youth,
The growing pain of our expanding truth.
A dream is a wish your heart makes.
I fell in love with you, we all make mistakes.