Wedding Bells

Wedding bells are ringing,
why do i hear them.
I try not too, but something tells me i should.
I try to ignore them,but the ringing won't stop.
I tell myself "its nothing".
Deep down inside i know somethings wrong.
I can picture him, but i tell myself "its not him".
He can't be.
The agony inside, and the pain I'm feeling,
their unexplainable.
A few days later i found out,
He got married and now I've lost him for good,
Theres nothing i can do or nothing i can say.
I tried to hold the tears, but my heart would say
"let it all out , because once you do you'll be free
and you can move on".
Move on from the pain,experienced by my first true love.