Seeing his face everyday, and with every other girl but me. Trying to forget him, but she can't get him out of her mind. Telling myself I can do better, never really believing myself. Telling myself that he's not worth this pain, not really letting go. Trying not to cry, but he was my true love and no one will ever replace him. Can't do any better, not wanting to let him out of my heart. Always ending in pain, not wanting to trust anyone. Give my heart to the wrong one, not really getting what I deserve. Everything else is perfect, just end with the wrong guy. Always giving, never receiving. Just a disaster in the making, wanting to end it now. But knowing that is isn't worth it, making it this far is a complement. Giving my heart to everyone, but myself. Thinking of suicide, but could never do it. Never wanting to put others in pain, like she's been in. Just wanting true love, never really finding the right guy, until him. Then he broke her heart, balling her eyes out for him and not finding true love.
