So here I am again my back against the wall so scared I need you you said youd always be here I wonder should I call I wonder would you be here
Its time I face up to the truth the sad harsh truth about you how could you tell me you love me and make me believe that you were the only one that could ever understand me
You said youd be here
You said you loved me
You said you got me
You promised me
You left me so afraid
So broken
So alone
You turned my life to hell every step I took I was looking back afraid to see you standing there, these thoughts of you I wish I pray I beg they would just fade away, this constant aching beating inside my chest yearning to be with you waiting for the moment when it can finally give up.
I know I have to get up and carry on but it seems so hard now that you are gone I made you my everything and you left me with nothing.
