I'm so lost and confused i just don't know what to do..
i feel like i have fallen and cant get up I'm a tight space with no room to back up.
.my head is up high and my emotions through the roof..
.trying to hold back the tears and have no fear.
..my hearts on the floor and i just cant figure out what i want more.
.do i wanna be happy or should i make everyone else happy?!?! i mean is it true what they say you can only smile when you live each day to the fullest..
well i don't know what to say or how to act I'm all tied up with my hands behind my back.
..tears have started to fall and i guess it will all come out now...
I'm not over it yet ...
it still hurts to this day..
thinking about all the time we have thrown away..
was it meant to happen or did we push for it when we got scared..
were we all hyped up or filled with fear..
or maybe we just listened to much to what others had to say..
we were still at that point when we couldn't just look the other way..
but we have both grown up now and i guess we will see..
that maybe to this day we still don't know what is meant to BE!
