I know you don't...

I know you don't love me
So do I even try
I know you don't care
So why should I cry

When nothing makes sense,
and I need an escape
I turn to my fantasies,
and think of your face

I see us together,
with me entwined in your arms
I hope for forever,
But SHE's in your arms

I bled for your love
And begged for your kiss
I crave your body's heat
And your tantalizing lips

I know you don't love me
But I'll still try
I know you won't care
No matter how much I cry

I wish I could tell you
How much I really care
I want you to know
I'll always be there

There's nothing in this world
That I want, more than you
I know it seems foolish
But I wish you loved me too

I f#ckin know you hate me!
But d@mm!t I can try!
I realize you don't care
But I'll always cry
I love you and I hate you too!
So now I'll curl up and f--in die.