I try not to like you,
yet you make it so hard...
I want to be with you,
yet we can't because of others...
It saddens me,
when I think about you,
and my feelings that I have for you...
You have no idea!
You make me so happy at times,
yet when I think about you at night,
I always seem to cry...
and it hurts...
I wish we could be together...
But I don't think that
I'll ever be the one to have your heart...
It scares me to have these feelings,
these feelings that I have for you...
It scares me that I'm going to open up a little to much,
and then in the end get hurt...
I'm afraid to lose the trust that I have for you,
I'm afraid to lose you period!
I don't know what to do,
and it scares me!
