Eternal Isolation

If this makes even the slightest bit of sense,
I'd like to say that, just in my defense,
I've felt this way for years,
And hidden away the tears,
At night
My soul takes flight,
The weight is lifted,
I feel gifted,
I feel human again,
I can't feel the pain,
Flash, its monday and I am awake,
Forcing myself to give and to take,
Killing time till I-do-not-know-what,
A hidden depression that is not,
Sterotypical, I do not want to slit my wrists,
I dont fall to bits,
I scream inside,
Here I hide,
Chlaustrophobia at its worst,
Trapped in this life, ever since birth,
Save me, please, someone, today...
I do not see why I feel this way.
I am alone with no defense,
Never seen another person, does that make sense?