I'll Hold It Together

Well I'm just sitting here
Doing nothing but thinking of you
Thinking about what you mean to me
And how much I love you

I miss you so much,
And I need you right now
So please be here for me
Please don't let me down

I'm feeling so alone
This horrible pain
It hurts so much,
It's making me insane

Do you see how I'm hurting now?
Do you see how I'm falling apart?
Have you ever seen the real me,
The girl with the broken heart?

Tell me of your real feelings
Do you really care? You say you do,
But when I need you the most
You never find the time to be there

I've been thinking hard about us
Wondering if we'll ever last
Even trying to imagine myself
Putting you in the past

It gets hard you know,
To have hope to hold on
Living each and everyday
Trying my best to stay strong

But through the rough times
I'll hold it together
Always be here
Because we'll be together forever

I love you with all my heart
You are my blessing
I'll always need you,
You're my everything

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