Guess we all can't have

Betraying hope for lonliness
I walk the line or insanity.
I can't get my feelings under control
and I feel like I'm divulging into vanity.

You are driving me crazy
because I can't tell you the truth.
All I want to tell you is how your eyes calm me
and your words soothe.

You promised you would love me
for all time and eternity.
But all those secret notes promising the same
yes, those were all written by me.

I guess you do not know it.
But if I could
I would give up everything
I promise I would.