The Dark (editied)

I sit in the dark
on my bed.
I have taken this blade
I feel the pain
But no one is around to hear me beg
or see me slide it across my leg
I do it again this time I hit the vain
The flowing
I feel it but I just do it again
The pain of my broken heart fades
The pain hasn't come as quickly has I had planned
So I do it again
Then I land where I once stood
Now everyone will see
That I have lived a dark life
With my dark heart.
I wanted to be the girl that everyone loved
But I could’t please them all
Now I don’t have to worry
Because I just committed suicide.