I am constantly in struggle-
yours is a different world from mine
you live a busy life and i too live mine
will our paths ever cross someday?
and if they do cross
will you be willing to take a look at me?...
i am torn berween loving you
and denying all these feelings i have inside
if i would knock at your door
would you open and invite me to come inside?
if i would show my love for you
would you in turn be loving me also?...
telling you what i feel
is the most unbecoming thing to do
because i am created such as this(a woman)
and you are created that way also(a man)
should this waiting takes a lifetime
though it's hard to do
i'll try to do my very best
in the course of life i can make it through...
i am not begging that you will take me to your world
one glance from you is enough for me to hold
i am not asking for so much of your time
a simple thought of you everyday is already enough as i find
neither do i expect that you can give me the joy i need
cause i know that i might not also be able to give it
taking me to your world
may cost so much for both of us
but i would galdly receive it one day
if that time comes....
