Loathing Serenity

Laughing and singing
all now a thing of the past
needless to say
I loathed all of those joys away.

Yet seeing you
I giggle and blush
this crazy feeling
seems so right.

So when I hear
people say,
that I'm in love with a maniac
I smile and ask "in what way?"

A rebel without a cause
is what they call you
so I just point out
we were all like that at once.

Explaining to them
that you have another side
they laugh and state
"A boy like that only has one side."

After a while
they soon realize
there fighting for
a hopeless cause.

Sense I'm as headstrong as a bull
so they put in there final word
and leave me alone
alone with loathing thoughts in my head.