Writen from the heart and soul

There once was a time when i hated my life
so after so long sitting here looking
i found a freaky yet such an awesome person
that i have taken into my heart and life

this person has changed me so very much
she has made me see the warmth of life
she has taught me there is more than pain
and if i love there is a lot to gain

now i have fallen deeply in love with you
but i cant see you i cant feel you but
when i am talking to you i can feel your love
your voice your personality is like a dove

I have wondered about our future for awhile now
but from my past mistakes i can not move forward
but from how u talk to me you make me feel loved
so this will be my step closer to the one i need
the one i was destined to be with

We met on a place far yet close
but deep down i think you could be the one
maybe its the love i desire or the love i need
but maybe its god pushing me closer and closer
to the thing i have been seeking

But from our distance and the love for another
all i can do is think and sit here whilst i ponder
should i take this relationship further
or take a step to the other one i love

But realizing my life without you
is like running my life without love at all
every time my heartbeats i think of you
every time we look into each others eyes
i see the beauty i have grown to know

Yes i know this sucks, but this is my first ever attempt at this, i will be submitting a lot more once i become better.