Should I.....

Should I let him hit the spot that I want desperly.
Would he say that I was a freak,
and tell all his friends.
Would he want more,
or just a one night stand.
Should I just let him take my innocents and just let it go.
Would people think that I was a H*E,
cus i want to have S*X with someone I barely even know.
Will I regret this,
and try to take it back,
but it wont happen like that.
this is the only boy that i want to do this to,
and if i asked him,
he'll do it too.
Should I let him take my innocents,
and take all critizums,
Should I just let it go,
and let no one know,
and let this thought run threw time,
or should i tell him whats on my mind.
My mind is confused,
but my body is set, I want him to please me,
and never foget.
I want him to S*X me till I run out of breathe.
Should I wait,
or should I go,
should I let him take my innocents,
D**N,
I dont know.