For her!!!

She don't know how i feel,
Especially about her

I have loved her,
Although she does not know

I have felt like this for a couple years,
She only thinks i like her as a friend

She don't know how much i care,
I care so much i would take a bullet for her

She has been there,
When my cat got killed

When no one talks to me,
I can count on her to talk to me

She told me if i ever needed anything,
I can call on her

Although I'm not good with words,
When it comes to describing how i feel

When i thought of suicide,
Her face was the first to make me stop

She didn't tell me in person,
But i could hear her voice in my head

She told me to stop,
Or she will miss me a lot

I heard her voice tell me she loved me,
But that was only in my head

I don't think she really feels that same as me,
Although i do not know

My biggest fear of telling her,
Is that she will be mad at me

I don't want to ruin our friendship,
But i don't know what she would say

There is only 1 way to find out,
And that is to tell her

Although I'm scared,
I need to do this

So this is my poem to tell you,
How i really feel about you

Dedicated to a shellrat like myself