I hate the way you look at her
When I come around
Its like I know u love me
But wont stand your ground
I know you are a great guy
And dont want to hurt her
But have you ever thought of hurting me
You know I completely love you
Everyone knows this is true
Your all I ever think about
Your smile it thrills me soul
You give *the look*
But your still with her
Im not sure what you really want
But as long as your happy
I will be happy for you
But for me
I am shouting and crying inside
The bleeding just wont stop
It really helps me out
So when I hear your name
As soon as I am alone
I carve away my skin
As I carve
A fountain appears
And as that fountain flows
My problems just disappear
But writing my poems
They help with the carving
I dont do it as much as I did
Like right now
If I didnt write this there would be another fountain!!
