Set me free

You've torn me apart
and you don't even know
it's my fault because i
don't let it show

I'm one of those girls who
cry herself to sleep
looking in the mirror
to see that this girl isn't me

I'll tell you I'm alright
but why do you believe such lies
cant you see all the pain I've hidden
when you look into my eyes

now you're gone once again
thinking I'm okay
I'll continue with this lie
but there will be more pain that will stay

I'm putting on a show
and yet you still don't know

I'm pushing myself
as far away as i can from you
you're the one who made me cry
and broke my heart in two

buying me things
and saying sorry
asking for forgiveness
and saying please

I'll say okay
i know you'll believe this lie
even though
I'm looking straight into your eyes

when will my soul be set free
when will i be able to be me?