U said u loved me!!!

U said u loved me, n I find out it was all a lie.
thankz 2 dat im hurt n i gotta say GoodBye.
U cheated on me not only once or twice but more than eight times,
but i guess it was as easy as counting dimes.
i regret fallin inlove wit u n even da day i 1st started talking 2 u.
Life hasnt alwayz been fair,
Especially sice u dont care.
No girl will eva love u da way i do,
even wen dey tell u dey love u 2.
It was weird u neva let me do anything i wasnt ready 4
n for dat i loved u even more.
we had somewat of a communication
but it wasnt as strong as ur temptation.
y coulnt u wait 4 me a lil bit longer
it could of made our reletionship stronger.
i used 2 think u were da 1
but now i feel dumb
i let my feelings get 2 me
dat i believe everything u would say 2 me.
i feel so F n stupid
but it aint all my fault i was shot by cupid
wen u say u love me ur eyes will shine,
but ive realized im just another b***h in line.
i sit in my room thinking of u
while u laugh at me loving u
u told me it was all a game
4 dat i dont see u da same.
u treated me bogus as h e l l
but life isnt a fairytale.
there were times u were sweet
i wont lie i felt complete.
i didnt care bout u 4rm da start
buit as time passed u stole my heart.
i wanted 2 give it up 2 u it aint no lie
but now dat i think bout it im disgusted n rather die
my biggest mistake in life was wanting 2 b ur wife.
wen i think bout it u coulnt be faithful 4 less dan 2 yrs,
just 2 think bout us being once more makes me laugh till i burst in tears.

its my first poem i have ever wrote. i put my heart in it. please comment!!!!! it will mean alot!!!!! thankz!!!!!!!!!