Not as good as you thought?

I'm not perfect,
I have a depression,
I'm not perfect,
I don't make a good impression,
I'm not perfect,
My family hates me,
I'm not perfect,
I'm not whre I want to be,
I'm not perfect,
I'm usually always sad,
I'm not perfect,
A broken family, I wish I never had,
I'm not perfect,
Sometimes I lose control,
I'm not perfect,
I just want to feel whole.
But don't let it change your mind.
I am sorry if i have hurt you
I didn't want that
I love you with all my heart
If only you felt the same