I Never Thought

I never thought
it would hurt this bad to let you go
i never thought
seeing you would make me cry
i never thought
hearing your voice would make my heart stop
i never thought
being without you would make me feel so alone
without you baby
im lost.
i never should have let you go
never should we have ended the way we did
i cant help but smile when i see you
just so you dont know im really hurting inside
its all fake smiles.
all fake laughs
because deep down inside
im alone & hurt.

^^
i really do miss my ex but he has hurt me way to many times & i handled it for 2 years and i finally had to end it because i had enough. and some reason i still cant get over him.