A Special Someone!

Somedays I feel like crying,
Somedays I feel like cutting,
Somedays I feel like dieing,

But mostly I feel like floating
way up high in the sky.

Somedays I wish I was free,
Somedays I wish to be by your side,
Somedays I wish I was all alone,

But mostly I wish to just see you
at least once before the day ends.

I know I'll miss you,
I know that you'll forget me,
I know that you dont love me like I do you,

And again all I wish is to be with you,
I know we'll never be together,

But deep down I need you,

I wish you were here,
by my side.

Your like my shinning star that makes me smile,
Your like a special someone in my mind,
Your like the only one for me,

And your like my heart that makes me
survive in this wrold.

I may say I want to cry and yeah I do,
I may say I want to cut and again yeah I do
but I try to stop just for you,
I may say I want to die,

But I never do cuz I know,
deep down I still have you.