This all hurts..

I used to be a fool.
and thought you`d actually care.
but now i realize.
that you were never there.
i`m happy that it`s over.
but deep inside i`m sad.
did i do something wrong?
did i just make you mad?
forever in my heart you`ll stay.
although it never worked.
i just want you to look at me.
and realize this all hurts..