Idk what to call it so "Poem by me"

I’m in love with something that isn’t real,
A vision in my head that’s ready to steal,
Away goes my heart,
This is an awkward start.

Love that isn’t,
A sign not true,
The thoughts in my head,
Always of u.

Sweet desire,
Love go away,
I’m tried of want,
More every day.

The touch of your hand,
You smile, I weep,
My head and my thoughts,
All of my sole you keep.

Pain and hurt,
Never ending lies,
Tears and deception,
Lows and highs.

Secret fears,
Of love untrue,
You know who I am,
Why don’t I know you?