FIGHTING

Today is the day I decide

If I stay or if I go.

Only is not that easy

Because my heart says to stay

And my mind says to go.

If I only knew what to do,

But I cannot be just a mistress

And believe everything he says

Because is what I want to hear.

Do I stay or do I go?

He says be patient,

But I feel that my patience

Is running empty.

Do I stay or do I go?

I want to stay,

But I also know

That if I stay

The respect and love

I have for him

Will turn into

Hate and into lust.

Do I stay or I do I go?

I want to go,

But I also know

That if I go

I might be losing

On something great.

Why does my mind want one thing

And my heart wants another?

Or Maybe I am just confused.

Do I stay or I do I go?