Tonight

As I close my eyes ill pretend
to feel you lying next to me,
as you are dreaming of him,
I am awake all night, thinking of you.

and even though I know you love him,
I just cant help loving you.

I could try to wait for you to see,
But I cant wait forever
I know that you will never see
the passion burning inside of me.

And I know that when I dream,
You are the rain that drizzles on my head.

You are the song of the ancient ones,
The melody of the earth,
A death-poets goddess.
The the knife to my lonely skin.
…..Will you be my gravity?