Never Understand

All I wanted was for you and I to continue to be,
But I will not sit here and beg you desperately.
We had enjoyed long kisses at night
And many days without fights.
Sweet embraces that held tight,
Making me squeal in pure delight.
Dark nights spent by my side,
You in my world on this bumpy ride.
Eyes that spoke to my dark lonesome soul,
Tell me, why did you make me go.
i understand that you were not my man,
But why you would want her again I'll never understand.
Now again I'll close the door
Close it down on my heart once more.
in such a short time
You had captivated my mind.
Someone like you I'll never meet again,
And now I hope we can still be friends.
These words bring you disgust
But tell you I must
i know your upset with me
And I wish you could just see
See that a friend
I always will be.