Not now not ever

You sit there calling me a lier and a cheater
yet you don't know their pain
you did it to me and i wont forget
its made me jealous and insane

i don't want to keep fighting with you
crying these pointless tears
because you had a bad day
breaking up is my worst fears

i don't want to be lonely
to me its a badge of disgrace
i feel so unloved, unwanted and gross
to me your all i need in this place

please mend my broken heart again
ill do what ever it takes to be with you
i need you in my life babe
to you ill always be forever true

sometimes i feel like you don't care
your words hurt me real deep
they make me feel pain Ive never felt
and for you ill always weep

together we belong as a golden couple
but sometimes i forget myself
you seem to drain me of any real feelings
I'm walking to please yourself

just be the gorgeous you , happy you
the one that calls me beautiful
and greats me with a simple kiss
not push me down when i fall

i need you in my life
you are apart of me forever
don't leave me alone
not now , not ever