I can here the rain falling violently...
a moment of silence has passed suddenly..
..& this voice in my head...
..Saying the same words...
.. Im sorry.. Sorry to myself...
Is it because Im still living in ur memory..
Remembering the moments that you might have looked at me..
..If u were here...
..Here with me...
Yes...Im still playing my favorite music...
The same music I used to play... Whenever I think of you...
Whenever I remember that you are not here...
& you're never going to listen... you are never going to see what I have written...
I hardly can see my words...
With eyes full of tears..Almost blur...
Heart full of pain... Almost has disappeared...
..Living with hope...
..Only one hope...
..Just to reach you...
And thinking about a dream...
That will never come true...
..It makes me weak...
..It makes me small...
..Then makes me cry...
..And still I want cry... & cry...
..Until my tears become dry...
Suddenly now...
A tear drop has fallen on my cheek...
Thinking how close you are...
And how far is your heart...
how hard to let you know...
That you are the one Iâ??m thinking of...
Still my words...
Haven't reached your ears..
Not even a single word...
And you will never know...
That the person I mean...
.. is you...
and even if it did...
I still don't know wht you've said...
..Never going to know wht u've said...
because I might never live...
..and we're not going meet...
But still..
Im going to write those words..
Gonna keep it in this place..
Because I still have a hope..
Still have a dream..
To see your face..
and even if I died someday soon..
This words will stay in my book..
In my thoughts..
In my soul..
