Nonsence to Tears that Have not yet Been [Broken]

As my mascarra bleeds down my cheeks,
I wonder where I went wrong.
I'm so scared to love like I once did,
The fall is harder each time you breath.
I want to need you with no regrets.
I want to let you inside but I can't.
It's too big of a step for me right now.
I wish you could understand somehow,
Why I have to wait.
And why I can't spill my everything out for you yet.
I promise I won't dance another step,
Unless it's with you,
and we're running away
Into an endless sunset,
with no worries,
only dreams.
And the constant need to be with eachother.
No matter who believes us,
You'll always have my heart.