I Can Not Force It

I feel horrible for hurting you,
I did not mean to cause you this pain,
I wish i could feel the same as you do,
and give you happiness instead of making your life vain.

You make me happy,
And i love spending time with you,
But me falling in love,
Is something I can not force myself to do.

You are a great person,
a very caring one as well,
I am a considerate person too,
and i do not mean to put you through hell.

You really do mean something to me,
And i care about you alot,
But me being in love with you,
Is something I am not.

I hope that you have a happy ending,
I`m sure you will turn out with a great life,
I do not know how many times I can say this,
but i am extremly sorry for ruining your happiness and causing you all this strife.