My fault... I care

My mind isn't what it once was
To much of what he said she said it's all scrambled up
Criticism, that's all my thoughts are
And every time I have an idea that could make something a little better
Make me cry and let a little hurt out
Let me live and actually be proud
Take a chance
I hear your voice saying "don't think so much"
Take things your, way right
And let my self die and let go in a mist... let it go
And perhaps never come back

Listening to you does me little good
Your thoughts in my head
Your in me to deep, in my mind its no longer me

Don't do this
Don't do that
When do I live the way I want to
When I stop caring about you...

My man indeed
My love not to me
I lie
And I think..." I like you"
"I care"
But sadly a lie is what it be

With out you I think I would have to be honest
But you help me
Help me till I'm lost in your words
Till you're lost in me
Till I lose my self
Love, what a wonderful controlling thing when you care what someone ells thinks Till
You can't think no more