Confessions of a Lovesick Adolescent

If you knew how much I cared,
would it change things?
If you knew how much I loved you,
would you think differently?
Just thinking of you,
I'd like to cry.
Will we ever be?
How do I know?
If I could look into the future,
and see where we are,
what would I see?
Would it make me happy with joy?
Or would I lock myself in my room and weep?
Do you know?
No, you don't.
I've never felt this way about another guy.
I've never yearned for another boy's affection.
You don't have to share my feelings.
It doesnt have to change things.
I just want you to know.
Maybe this too will pass.
Or maybe it really is love.
Time will tell.
I just don't want to be hurt.
No matter what happens,
Just know I care.