My Complication Of loving you

It's hard to say 'I love you'
In the midst of hurt and strife
When each day I live with fear
That you'll finally take your life.

I dream of what the future holds
How much you mean to me
A life of pain and joy to share
Forever you and me.

How can I give my all to you
If it's going to go astray?
Will I fade away to nothing
If I find you dead one day?

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